I don't wanna give many details but
i just can't anymore. I love deviantart with all my heart but
i just can't
my mom's always watching and i can't
i can't make time for friends, for art, for animating.
i'm sorry.
I already have panic attacks every night before bed
i considered running away today but that'd never work
i haven't necessarily considered suicide but i often wonder what would happen if i did
I find that every song involving some strong emotion that isn't love relates to me
even things like tlt's horror game songs
so yeah
sorry
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